Beverly VanBuren's Page

I am evolving from all that I was to all I can be which is as yet undiscovered. A virgin unafraid and confident in my own choices. I recognize my own power and respect it as I respect nature's furies, I am equally capable of tempests of rage as destructive as a lightning but I can harness my horses and enjoy them as friends and neighbors. It's all in my mind. To commune with the world one does not need to commune with family members. Mountain men always knew this. Old sages or monks kept their s… Continue

Such was mine. Fourth daughter to a man who needed a son. It could have been so much worse. I'm grateful that I chose the parents that were mine. I am who I must become as a result of my choices. This is all about me. Accountability for my self! Suicidal for more than forty years! It took incredible tenacity to live against my will. My tenancy in my home is secure until I choose to leave and settle elsewhere. I love my home. I can be wherever else in a flash of lightning yet I choose to remain o… Continue

The ocean has fallen away. Suddenly, I am slippery, wet and cold. My arms and legs flail as if they would run or fly if they were able. It is a moment of terror and confusion. I am powerless.
It has been difficult to remain in this most beautiful world. I have seen such wonders that I scarcely have time to appreciate one before discovering another. It is ever and all for me. Awe! It's another girl. Too bad!