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- My Conscious Art:
- Poetry
- My Main Website:
- http://bloodnsorrows.deviantart.com
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- http://www.myyearbook.com/strange_character
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HIDDEN IN PLAIN SIGHT
I am the you
You always wanted me to be
Through the eyes with no integrity
Through the hearts
Of non knowledgeable pain
Existing in only a small ounce of grain
I am flawless
In a perfect world
One that appreciates non-conformity
I am soothing
To all that listens and hears
To all that came before me
I am right
But never righted
In a world of wrongs
I am a melody
Made silent
You will sing about me in songs
I am remembered
In a tranquil state
Within my un-reality
I am just me
Plain old me
Another of life’s sweet casualties
IN THIS WAKENED STATE I WEEP
Crying in the dark of night
Hiding the tears within the shadows
Stifling any sounds, so you will not hear
I am afraid of your pity
I barely breathe
As the wetness slides down my cheeks
Like torrents of a harsh rain
Crawling inside of me
Making my heartache its home
That is what I feel
When you ask me what's wrong
Because I know your concerns will be short lived
When I can not tell you why I feel this way
My weakness shows, hard and long
I am wrought with pain
And I can smell it, taste it
Breathe in its stench
As it takes its bite out of me
Chewing up all that was once good
But then I question, was I ever good?
This scapegoat may never know the answer
So I lay there
Longing for you to turn
And wipe away my tears, but you never do
Because I am too afraid to disturb you
Too afraid to ask
I am vulnerable and weak
I do stupid things
Like believe that love could be mine
From a stranger who shows the slightest interest
Rejection searches my heart for its keep
I am desperate in everything I do
But to believe in your love for me
Because I know one day you will leave
And I will be all alone again
I cannot lose anymore of the ones I love
Because it is bound that I will out live them
Craving attention like a school girl
So it will not hurt when God takes you away
Yes, I am afraid...
Everyone has been taken from me
And even in my frail state
I know that He will not be happy
Until I drown in my own loneliness
I wish you would sense my pain
Roll over and hold me now
Not ask me what is wrong
But to just be there for me
Without rhyme or reason
Just to know I am not as empty
As I feel now
Crying sorrowfully, silently
Just to know It is okay to be me
Abandoned in this love you nor I can keep
FRAILTIES OF HUMANITY (Lyrics)
I am so tired of trying to fit in
Born way before my time
Paranoid and subsequently set up to fail
The secrets I have been forced to swim in
Hidden beyond parallel lines
Has bound me imprisoned to no avail
I am frail in the secrets of humanity
I am dowsed upon the vision of lies
I am torn beyond my reasons of insanity
Forced to swallow all of which I despise
Keep me hidden don’t let me speak
Keep me drowning to protect yourself
From the truth in which I seek
Always looking for something
Never quite meant to be found
In this world of silent screams
I am frail in the secrets of humanity
I am dowsed upon the vision of lies
I am torn beyond my reasons of insanity
Forced to swallow all of which I despise
I am frail in the secrets of humanity
I am dowsed upon the vision of lies
I am torn beyond my reasons of insanity
The child mourns between living and
An early demise
I’m so tired of trying to fit in
Born way before my time
Paranoid and subsequently set up to fail
Keep me hidden don’t let me speak
Keep me drowning to protect yourself
In this world of silent screams
(Of torment, self destructive, in chaos breathes)
(Life’s tormented child)
Through shattered beliefs of a secret hell
Brain cells disintegrate in need for being
Somewhat normal and somewhat well
(Life’s tormented one)
I am frail in the secrets of humanity
I am dowsed upon the vision of lies
I am torn beyond my reasons of insanity
(Viewing pain through blinded eyes)
The child within whispers its soft goodbyes
(Your life has ended before it has begun)
(My little tormented one...)
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